20 (maybe 30) minutes a day. How hard would it be for you to make that much time in your day to spend time with Jesus?
Finally, during about the eighth week of the semester, after she kept inviting me to go to morning mass with her, I told her: "If you call and make sure I'm up in the morning, I'll go with you."
Guess what? She made sure I was up and ready to go to 7am daily mass the next morning. Those first few weeks, it was tough to get myself to go. Slowly but surely I started attending daily mass on a more regular basis. And you know what else? As I continued to make attending daily mass a bigger part of my life, I developed a deeper understanding and appreciation for the mass.
Just after I started to attend daily mass on a more regular basis, I went on a retreat with my Newman Family. As we were wrapping up the retreat, the priest leading the retreat challenged us to be more proactive in our prayer life. I can still hear him saying: "I challenge you to take 15, 20 minutes out of your life every single day to spend more time with Jesus." He didn't just stop with proposing the challenge...he then asked each of us how we thought we could implement that into our lives starting that day. Not two weeks from then. Not four moths from then. But how could we change our approach to prayer starting that very day.
As the semester went on, I made it a bigger priority to attend daily mass. And one day, during the final week of classes before finals, as I sat in the chapel at Newman during daily mass, God spoke to me. He had a message that He wanted me to hear loud and clear. I remember kneeling down and looking up at the altar as the priest was reciting the various Eucharistic prayers, and during the breaking of the bread, we recited the following words:
"Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us.
Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us.
Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world, grant us peace."
BOOM! It hit me! How powerful are those words that we speak each time we prepare to receive the body and blood of Jesus Christ?!?! Just think about those words for a minute...Lamb of God, YOU take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us. Lamb of God, you TAKE AWAY the sins of the world, have mercy on us. Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world, GRANT US PEACE.
God had a message for me that afternoon. He wanted to remind me that He loves me, that He has a plan for me, and that their is so much beauty found in the mass.
God had a message for me that afternoon. He wanted to remind me that He loves me, that He has a plan for me, and that their is so much beauty found in the mass.
It was just a simple invitation to attend daily mass from a friend who loves Jesus in an amazing way, and it changed my life.
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